All I wanted

All I wanted was to love you. Sometimes u do make me worried, not directly, but indirectly where I do worry if I lose you, what will happen then? I would love to see you everyday, but you insist on not seeing me for 1 week. Maybe u think it will be fun, for me to not see you for 1 week and getting all excited when I do. But honestly speaking, I don't usually feel that way. I love seeing people who are important to me everyday. Although it's just a few short minutes, I don't mind. As long as I get to see you. I do have this bad habit, I tend to think people don't care anymore when I don't see them daily. This week has been a really hard week for me. I want to see you, but you won't allow me. I guess, I just have to wait. I always do things for you, have u ever thought of doing some back for me? I m not mad, just, I miss you alot ♥

You just don't understand

I have to admit. You're still a young girl trying to act old. You don't think like a mature lady. You just try to act like you're. I want you to grow up, not physical wise, grow up to be a mature young lady. A lady that respects others, a lady that has her own expectations, a lady that doesn't follow others because they are her friends. Don't be a follower, you will end up like trash. think abt your future, think abt how are you gonna survive without me around. Think! if I am off to overseas, I wonder how are you gonna survive. So don't take someone else for granted. They don't have the responsible to take care of you. You parents will leave you 1 day. then you are gonna be all alone. Then what? Sit and cry till someone comes and help u? Sorry no. Nobody will come. I can assure you that. If you don't help yourself, nobody is gonna help you.

长大吧

还有那些幼稚的想法，证明你还没有长大。17岁了，人也老了，但头脑没变，有何用呢？ 成长吧！！

This is the eng version: you're already 17, but your mind is still filled with childish thoughts and immature thinking skills, seriously I think it's time for you to GROW UP.

< / 3

sometimes you break my heart, but you don't even know. Seriously, you piss me off at times, then comes the best part. YOU WILL GET MAD! I AM LIKE WTF?! you made me pissed, then solve the problem! You caused it, so you fix it, not me apologizing for no apparent reason
-.-

I get it now

dear, i know you love attention. that's why you never resist it when a guy gives it to you. You really love it, when someone compliments you and whatever. So you tend to stick to that person more and ignore the rest. I know i dont give you much compliments, i am sorry. I seldom give compliments to people, i will insults them more often. But that's my way.

By having this habit, alot of guy will start to talk to you. I don't really like it. As it makes me invincible, as if i m not important anymore. I am sorry if i am saying this. but maybe i m feeling a little down now :(

Anyways, I do hope you know what is a real compliment and pure flirting. I do hope you know the difference. I do love you. but do you love me as much as i do? or other guys have made their way into your heart and filled up the space that was once mine.

I m sorry for this post if i m thinking too much. Please tell me that i am wrong about this. text me, call me. anything. i just want to hear it from you.

ps: nothing happened. i m just a little emo right now. pfft

Appreciate the small little things in life

Not everyone is as fortunate as you. not everyone has a life you have. VICE VERSA. You sometimes are not fortunate as everyone else. you may not have a life everyone has.

do you know why? THIS IS CALL LIFE.

It's a game we play the way we like to play it. It's not about following others. It's about creating something that is able to consider yours.

Sometimes. you should really LEARN how to forgive someone. You cannot be so darn stubborn and continue going on and on and on with you own opinion. learn to accept what other people has to say.

1 thing it is true. You are a very stubborn girl. Your past has affected you to act in ways that are not right. I know, you have never celebrated valentine's day, and is very eager to spend it with me, as this would be your first valentine's day being NOT SINGLE. Honestly telling you, this is my first valentine's day i spend with my girlfriend. I did not spend it with my ex as she was in Australia. All i could do is give her a call. Now it's different.

I am sorry if i hurt your feelings.

but here are my advices to you.

1) DONT BE SO STUBBORN. LEARN to accept.
2) DONT BE SO SENSITIVE. Little little then angry only.
3) DONT KEEP EXPECTATIONS IN YOUR HEART AND EXPECT ME TO KNOW ABOUT IT. I m not mutated, i cant read your mind.
4) WHEN I ASK SOMETHING, ANSWER ME BACK. KEEPING THINGS HANGING IS THE MOST DUMBASS THING TO DO IN THE WORLD.

overall:
i am sorry.

Imma lousy boyfriend

Title says it all.
I can't satisfy my girlfriend in anyway. I suck